Okay…
So something very weird is happening inside me.
Its about children. Offspring of my own.
I’ve always maintained that I’m undecided about children. But that is because I haven’t found anyone I could see myself being a parent with.
At least not until recently. When I talk with Mike about his daughter, I just see how it lights him up. The thought of her. One of the most endearing qualities of a man can be the love he has for his child.
And it happened a few weeks back but I was reminded of it again last night and then today…
For the first time in my life, I actually know someone I could really see myself being a parent with. It really is a weird feeling.
Not to say I’m ready to go out and adopt or knock up a surrogate mother or anything… but a future I can see is Me and Mike starting a family.
So I guess we’ll see how the future unfolds. 🙂